Saturday, June 17, 2023

Holy Spirit promptings

I have been discerning,  since about April an article (I can't say this exact one, but it was about this topic) showed up for me to read.  https://www.jns.org/wire/israel-celebrates-75-years-of-independence   This year is the 75th (12) Memorial Day Fallen Soldiers of the Wars of Israel and Victims of Actions of Terrorism, where they will mourn for the 24,213 (12) who died during military service and the 4,255 (17) killed in terrorist attacks in the lad of Israel dating back to the mid-1800s.  I'm pretty sure the Hebrew meaning for 12 is "Justice, or government". Then around that same time, it occurred to me that  July 7, 2023 equals 7/7/7, and it is on a Friday, which for Shabbat starts at that evening (day 7).  With seven meaning "fullness" or "completeness".  Both of these things keep coming to my spirit as being connected, but I'm not sure why.  I keep praying about it and asking the LORD to help me understand, but with this date approaching soon, I suppose HE wants me to wait and see. I will remain “strong and courageous’

Tuesday, June 13, 2023

Dream 06/13/23

I was 6 months pregnant, but the baby wasn’t mine. I was carrying the baby for a couple that I hadn’t met. The baby was starting to kick and I thought the mother, Julia, would want to feel the kicks. I knew she was a teacher in Jaxson’s school (it was different and bigger than Dryden) but nobody knew where her classroom was. I searched the halls and one hall led me outside on a golf course. I couldn’t understand why she was so hard to find and questioned if she really wanted the baby. I kept trying to find her but was willing to keep the child as mine and Larry’s, if I didn’t feel her capable or dedicated in raising this child. 

Wednesday, June 7, 2023

Dream June 6, 2023

I was in a big city that reminded me of Ann Arbor. I ordered a coffee and some pastries and was told to pay i needed to pay for the order on a small keypad with 12 different buttons. I struggled on how it worked and the line behind me was getting longer and people were getting impatient with me but nobody would help me. I tried to calm myself and only concentrate on getting my bill paid. Finally, a woman kindly came up to me and told me not to worry on what everyone thought. She told me to leave the bill, pay for it through mail and to join her at her table. After much consideration, I apologized to the crowd behind me for the hold up and decided I would send a check to pay the bill. As I sat down with the woman, I noticed she and her husband had 7 children. Her husband was darker skin and so were 3 of their children and the other 4 were fair like her. None of this mattered and they took me as one of their own relatives. They told me their names but the only one I recall from the dream was the woman's and it was Honnie, she said "like the ???insurance company"  This isn't making sense now but in the dream I knew exactly who she meant. The woman excused herself and I visited with the husband and the children. I picked up the little 2 year old and the husband told me the that they hadn't had a chance to take them to the restroom and I told him the young girl did have a wet bottom. Honnie came back and I offered to help her change the wet bottoms of the young children. We went to find the restroom and wandered into a beautiful store because we saw the restroom straight across. But there was a gate blocking us from the restroom, so we decided to try and go under it. I was a little too big and got stuck between the floor and the gate but worked myself out but embarrassed that I was so wide. End of dream.